3 out of my 4 mid term papers are over
i screwed up most of them
i feel so screwed
my cn paper
was mostly empty
never feel so stupid in my entire life before
and the feeling really sucks
makes me wonder if i shld really give up
i mean like
if level 1 cn mod is already so difficult..
imagine level 2 or 3 or 4
i'd like totally die studying it
which really sux
i'm actually rather upset about it
sighs
but bo bian i guess
i'm stuck here
maybe overseas wld have been easier
but its my fault for choosing to stay in singapore even though i had the choice to go uk
makes me wonder sometimes if i made the right choice
but i guess i'd never know for sure la
live with my choice and what i have i guess
i try to pretend it doesn't matter
maybe i'd be able to bluff and convince myself of it la
i guess after a couple of sems of feeling like a total retard in chem engin
i shld be desensitized about my stupidity la
i hope so
chem engin
really sux
:(